i planned on updating my friendster layout… minor success, because i finally put one of S’ peechurs to good use… very fascinating, her eye to capture time and detail, i almost envy her and her camera (almost, because in truth i admire her gift)… it’s a talent, that hopefully she learns to hone… she will be very amazing @ it, too!!!

this week, i also tried to stay away from my multiply, and was a bit shocked to see that a lot of my friends actually read my thoughts (rather, the ramblings of a slightly left-of-centered mind, mildly delusional and neurotic individual)… i feel i am normal, because i often find time to laugh @ my rants and musings after a couple of days… and maybe next week, i can checkout multiply in a bit…

This week was actually when we all felt that R was really gone… not dead, out of the country gone — but resigned, left the coop, gone… although he hasn’t really found time to job-hunt and what-not, he has lost all the motivation to move forward @ work… funny how things work, sometimes, signs for you means a slap or a bucket of super-cold water in the face — which pretty much sums up what happened to about 34 of us… and i will not be surprised if one day we all disappear, one by one… supersaiang… i can hear someone speaking in the background — "the potential is there, but…" — and i guess, you can never can tell (*sic) with the corporate world, and it makes me sick to the stomach when dogs eat their kind… and i feel that R had too much… anyways, it’s a small world after all, like that morbid disney soundtrack, and i feel that there will be more stories for the teller in the future… well, he is after all, just an IM/ text away…

i,m superglad S decided to stay… well, @ least for the meantime, in the meantime, meanwhile… the ride keeps rolling on, it’s hard to let go of routine, and i very rarely make friends — and right now, from where i stand, she is definitely and ally…

so there, great week, and very uneventful… where will i be a couple of days from now… am ignoring M for now… not to make it as some sort of revenge… i will call it a purification ritual on my part, because Samhain is coming and that month means starting over, beginnings… as i said before, no one wants a wicca with excess baggage, the world is rain-drippy and overflowing with muck as it is… well, whatever, enough said… Xp